My old habit starts again. Sleeping early while thinking of things I need to do and awaken at midnight with a lot of worries. My dark circle would get worse this way.

Lack of motivation; maybe the roots of all my troubles. Lately, I barely able to do anything. Things made me so deppresed.

School, family, friends, etc etc

I'm writing this at one a.m. with those sounds of people doing night shift and punching the pole making a horrible sound to make people aware of the time.

This sucks. I hate nights. It makes me feel more depressed.

Everything would be better if I just cry it out but I can't. Crying is the most difficult thing to do for me. I don't even remember the last time I cry because of things beside fictional stories.

I need relaxation.

A day or two of vacation would help.
A simple light conversation would help.
A nice and tasty sweets would help.

And I know what helps the most: a big tight hug and a pat on my head while saying, "Everything's gonna be all right. You can always rely on me and I would be there to protect you. Always."