I've been drowning in fear, lately. That I could hurt someone so bad in the future. Or even now.

It was a great thing, that someone would love me. But I can't be sure if I could return it. I mean, love them back. I feel so guilty, sometimes it hurt.

I don't believe in unconditional love. Everyone, as a human being would want something as a return. Even parents would want their children to love them back, right?


I don't have the quality to be loved.
I don't have the courage to be loved.
Being loved, sure had hurt me.

I love being loved
but I just don't know
how to love back