You've achieved your goal, mate.
Your biggest dream you ever had while we were together.
The dream which made you acted like a freak at those moments.
Talking about suicide and stuffs if you ever failed.
But you succeeded, fortunately

You know it by yourself that I'm bad at conveying things.
But, I want you to know.
I'm proud of you.

Be a better person there.
Make sure you don't disappoint anyone, okay?