Have I ever talked about love here? A lot I guess (lol)

Idk why I'm writing this now maybe because I just saw this gurl posting a really romantic candid photo with my ex on instagram (lol). And you know what, he still blocked me like dudeee????

I realized, I have never been in love, for real. It was only curiosity of mine. Most of the time I date someone it was out of curiosity. Like, I'm wondering how it would feel if I had any relationship with this guy,

I can't really say I'm in love, I always wonder about my feeling and always ask to myself whether it's love or not. Fun fact, I made my first boyfriend (now an ex) cried because of this. Funny, huh?

I have always been fond of cute-vanilla type of romance story, but I've never been in one. Probably because of my personality. I can't believe in such a vague thing such as love. There's nothing such as pure love. It only exists in a really naive imagination or fiction.

Love is a pain.
Loving someone will bring you suffer.

No pain, no gain, huh?